Exactly why I'm here 90.  You just have it all wrong and to be honest, backwards.  I think I'm the "wicked dad from the east until you watch the play Wizard.  I was so scared of the little monkeys and that witch from the east sacred me as a little boy.  When I saw Wizard it took away my fear.  When we have fear, we attack.  Think about that why we all have a discussion today and tomorrow, and the next.  This might be a safe place, seriously.  Maybe Dom can come up with rules of the discussions.  Just a thought.  Kicker, I love you dude and I'm sorry for being sarcastic at times on this forum.  I was fishing.  Please forgive me and from my dd to yours, all good brah!!!!