I don't know how to look up past posts like you. Regardless, you're life's ambition is tied to your health condition. You desire to outlive President Trump so you can pee on his grave. That is psychopath talk, you do know that, write? crush on the other hand, wants to have eternal life on earth, with a new body of course. My DNA is in reverse right now and it's amazing to experience. You see, I Am with the Great Physician, and He gave me the secrets to the Kingdom and eternal life. I wish you the best espola as you face judgement. Many people have to leave earth because they didn't mature and grow as a human or they just can't take the energy here.